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Subverting the Empire

Update: 19/06 – Posted a second, more organised/developed post here – Subverting the Empire 2.

20/06 – Paul has a really helpful reflection on Ian's and my own comments about the day here on Prodigal Kiwi.

"The Bristol CYM table"

Went to the new CMS building in Oxford today for a Blah… day led by Brian Walsh and Sylvia Keesmaat instead of a day of lectures at CYM in Bristol. Brian and Sylvia spoke about Subverting the Empire, from their book Colossians Remixed – which is a kind of alternative commentary on Colossians with an emphasis on the context of the Roman Empire and Jewish tradition.

The day was really interesting – learnt a lot about context and biblical interpretation, as well as fuelling a few other reflections to do with the church and culture.

The first thing I found really eye-opening was about the need to interpret scripture through 4 different contexts. I think I had two of these before but not the whole set.

  • Context of the Jewish scriptures/tradition
  • The Macro-Context – Roman Empire
  • The Micro-Context / Microcosm – eg. in Colossians the context of the church in Colosse
  • Our own cultural context

The big thing was about Paul being subversive towards the Roman Empire through the letter – and about how he presents an alternate narrative/story to the story presented by the Roman occupation. The problem is whether in presenting an alternative, Paul's intention is to build an alternative way of living – ie. Christendom, Kingdom of God – or simply an alternative way of living under Roman rule.

And if Paul calls the Colossians to reject the culture of their day, is he calling us to isolate ourselves from ours? Or do we pick and choose what is helpful or not? Or embrace culture? Neither of these three seems entirely satisfactory to me – I'm still trying to search for the "third way".

So, there's some initial thoughts – spending a lot of time reflecting of Christ and culture, and the church and culture at the moment, and today has provided a lot of fuel to keep reflecting on. Hopefully, as I begin to explore this more I'll keep posting some ideas and thoughts.

Other bloggers writing about the day: Rich | Ian | Jonny

Twitter

Discovered Twitter a while ago and played around with using it, but it didn’t really stick. I decided about a week ago to revisit and give it another go, and am doing better this time – actually quite enjoying it.

So, for more compact thought bubbles and reflections from my weird mind – and to see what I get upto, if you’re into that kind of thing, you can follow my twitter at twitter.com/jameshenley. The last three updates are also set up to show up in the blog sidebar.

PS. Please remember to keep rating posts – set the plug-in up a while ago and it’s really useful to find out what kind of posts work, and have some interactivity with people reading the blog.

Is it secret? Is it safe?

Just posted a quickie on my Newport Chaplaincy blog – hopefully get round to posting more regularly on there with some different thought-provoking questions and stuff.

5 hours later

Sat trying to get my brain back into neutral after today’s day of lectures. Not that the five hours of biblical studies weren’t good. They were amazing. Just really need to detune my brainwaves so I can relax and get to sleep okay (didn’t sleep too well last night – my brain was moving too fast).

Maybe writing about my day will help debrief my mind.

Continued looking at biblical interpretation today – mainly criticism: historical criticism, form criticism, source criticism, redaction criticism, textual criticism and hermeneutics. It all sounds pretty complicated but when you actually understand what the different forms of criticism mean you realise it’s just a load of posh words for some pretty simple processes.

Then Chris, our theology lecturer, gave us an outline of the bible in about forty minutes to an hour – outlining the main themes, background and giving us a basic biblical timeline to build on with the rest of the module which is basically a detailed look through biblical history – grouped by historical significance rather than book-by-book, which makes it easier to get to grips with the culture and background of the bible.

Then in the hour or so we made it through pre-history, the patriarchs, the exodus and the judges in more detail, drawing out important themes and tracing the story of the people of God. Looking forward to starting with Saul, David and then Soloman next time.

Phew, feeling less hyper-brainilated now… obviously the writing thing worked.

Looking forward to the same again tomorrow but with Youth Work Principles.

Oh, said I didn’t sleep very well last night – well I’m pretty much there with the whole Luke 9 thing from Saturday, but left my notebook at the college so will have a go at organising my notes for the blog sometime when I get back from Bristol. That passage really caught my inspiration…

We hang our lives upon Your mercy

Oh, just wanted to quickly link to the "liturgy" I used last Thursday lunchtime for the CYM guys in Bristol. It was a really good time of just existing together in God’s presence, made even more special I thought by the feeling of community as everyone contributed and prayed and brought something… I’m sure a wise man once said something about that in some book or letter or something… ;-)

So anyway here it is: http://www.btinternet.com/~smallritual/section8/mercy.html – the words are by a guy called Steve Collins and they’re just amazing. I split it into three sections, using the first two verses to start, the next couple in the middle somewhere to start a time of prayer, and then the last couple to finish.

CYM Community Week (or been there, done that, got the hoodie)

Returned yesterday from the CYM community (read induction) week at Oxford Brookes, with my brand new patented CYM hoodie – which is beautiful by the way ;-).

The week was amazing – got to meet all the guys starting the course this year across the country and got to know the guys from Bristol I’m going to be studying with really well over the course of the week. Also met the face of Careforce from last year, Ceri, who’s starting the course at the Oxford centre. Had our first lectures, which were mostly introductions to different parts of the course, although we had a gruelling three-and-a-half, maybe four hours of "Safeguarding" – which the new buzz word for Child Protection. Still I guess that stuff’s useful to know before we start, even if it was a little hard-going.

Just put up some stuff in the new "reflect" section on the Lab site – reflecting on some of what we thought about last Sunday – check it out at thelabnewport.org and click reflect on the right-hand side.

Going to pop in at Newport Uni tomorrow to chat to some of the new students coming in, help them out with bags, and stuff with the CU and Justin (we’re representing the chaplaincy I think). And then we’re doing "big" worship at the Lab tomorrow night and talking some more about what we’re going to be up to this Autumn.

J.

[PS – if you're from Bristol CYM: I feel so guilty about that new alarm clock sat on the side, but it just looks so good… ;-)]

Holiday Club, Recording etc.

Hey guys. Life is just incredibly busy right now – but in a good way. I plan to do a nice big update on everything when I get home next week, but in the meantime I thought I’d fill you in on a few bits and pieces…

Recording

Last Saturday morning we (myself and G) took over St Mary’s to start work on recording some tracks – mostly trying to get a finished definitive version of some of the songs I’ve written over the last few years (since I was 14!), but also to record two new songs. Altogether I now have 6 tracks, with other bits and pieces in my songwriting notebook, which is probably enough for an EP if that’s the route I decide to go down. Anyway, here’s a list of the songs (the first four I’ve prioritised to get done first and then the other two afterwards):

1. Finally Whole (I can’t hide it) – 2007
2. God hear my cry – 2006
3. Your faithfulness – 2006
4. Teach me to worship – 2003

5. We will worship – 2006
6. Be thou my vision (Be the apple of my eye) – 2007

The plan is to first work on finishing some really simple acoustic-ish recordings to a high standard – just main vocals, acoustic guitar, piano/keys, and pad/synth – and then those can go online so should anyone wish to actually take up some of my songs and learn them they’ll be the definitive version to listen to and pick them up from. Then, possibly, we’ll work on tracking bass, electric guitar, BVs, and possibly some real drums, and other bits and pieces – eventually maybe leading to a CD (let me know what you think about that – I’m still convinced people would buy it). So hopefully in the next couple of weeks, I’ll be able to upload the first acoustic tracks for you to enjoy.

Holiday Club

We’re running our Easter Holiday Club this week which is going really well, really good fun. We’ve adapted it from the Wastewatchers material from Scripture Union, and it’s all about transformation, and how God can transform us.

My Birthday

I’m now stuck in the no man’s land that is 19 – past 18, but not quite yet in my twenties. Yesterday was really good, despite not being at home – we had a cake at holiday club, and then Mum, David and Bethan came down for the rest of the afternoon so we went to Cardiff Bay for bowling and to go round the Dr Who Exhibition – which was good. I really can’t wait to get home, though, especially after yesterday.

Holding Nothing Back

My best birthday present so far (the main thing I was looking for was money towards a laptop to take to uni next year) is the album that will define Modern Worshp Music, at least in the UK, for the next two years… Mr Hughes new record is incredible… Awesome new tracks and great tracks from Soul Survivor over the last couple of years. I love the title track – Holding Nothing Back (awesome name for an album imo), the slightly chilled out version of Almighty God and Everything. Just generally a fantastic album… although I’m not yet completely sold on the last couple of tracks.

Hello Strangers

Hey guys. It’s been a while, sorry! These last couple of weeks have been pretty busy with different odd jobs (trying to get hold of boxes, designing Easter and Holiday Club flyers, trying to find a donkey etc.), plus there’s this thing I have that means that the more I think I might have to write, the more I want to leave it another day – so the amount of time I think it’ll take just gets bigger and bigger.

So, anyway… what have I been upto? Here goes…

24-7

I led 24-7, our youth home group, this Monday. I only had about 8 hours notice that I’d be leading it, but it didn’t take that much preparation so… Anyway, we did some doodles and designed our ideal places of residence to try and get thinking about the world around us and what’s up with it, had a little primer discussion, and then watched the Nooma: Trees, and afterwards discussed it some more and tried to unlock what it was saying – basically about looking after the world around us, and also the people in the world around us.

It went really well, and the group in general is just really encouraging with a real mix in terms of Christian experience. We have guys who’ve been Christians a long time and then a few who have only given their lives to God this term and then some who aren’t even at that point yet, but they’re all really open to discuss God.

SMASH

At Smash we’ve been continuing a series called Awesome! looking at the signs in John’s gospel that Jesus is the son of God – although we’ve diverged a little bit in recent weeks so that the series leads up to Easter, padding out time a little bit by looking at Palm Sunday, the Footwashing this week, and next week the Crucifiction before we finally hit the last sign – the Resurrection – on the last one before Easter. Went really well this week and last week, and we’re putting quite a lot of emphasis on next week and on the Easter week to try and give some of the children and their parents the opportunity to give their lives to God.

Electric Guitar & Free Food

Last night I went along to the Alpha Supper at St. Paul’s (Justin-from-the-Lab’s church) for some free food which was fantastic. The week before I also managed to break out my Electric Guitar (it’s been a while…) and play for their Alpha Prayer & Praise meeting with worship led by Phil and the other guys from the Lab. Leading me to…

The Lab & The Hub

Over the last couple of weeks at the Lab we’ve made the jump to meeting at The Pen & Wig, which is a pub in the middle of town, to try and make it more accessible to people coming in. We’ve been booking this great upper room with a kindof dance floor area, which we’ve been using for worship, but also a really nice comfy seating area – it’s really cheap, and the Landlord is really up for it, even to the point of suggesting that the Lab band could play a gig downstairs in the main bar sometime… He’s also Irish, which is kinda cool… Although we still have a long way to go in making the Lab more visible to those outside – the worry is that in moving we’ll have just re-located our “holy huddle” to another part of town and not done that much else.

The Hub has been a bit disrupted recently with Alpha stuff at St. Paul’s, but hopefully next week we’ll be able to get to praying for a couple of hours – it’s been really valuable for me to just have a time-out to spend with God, and I know it has been for the other guys too. Also, with David’s approval, I’ve just started to help Justin out a bit with some of the admin that goes with the Lab, and some publicity stuff, because he’s just as crazy busy as David has been at St Mary’s, looking after St. Paul’s on his own. That way I’ve been filling up a little bit of free time, whilst being able to keep my Sunday evening at the Lab free to worship from the back.

Worship Group

Just plodding along really, in a good way, really looking forward to trying out new things for Good Friday and Easter.

Youth Club

Youth Club has really opened up since our Weekend Trip – I think there’s just a lot more trust between the Leaders and the young people. I’ve been finding that I’ve been having more and more serious conversations with some of the guys there and really getting to know them, where as before I was spreading my time between football and games, and firefighting any trouble that happened. I think our little bit of Christian input on Saturday night really changed things as well and people are much more open to start talking about God – slowly we’re picking up more and more guys from youth club in Time for Praise on a Sunday which is great.

All-in-all things are going well. I’m starting to feel the build-up towards Easter now, especially since the beginning of this week, which is a really good feeling. I’m really looking forward to the Holiday Club we’re running during Holy Week and all the Easter services especially the informal Good Friday service, and Time for Praise on Easter Sunday.

God bless,

J.

Tale of Two Cities (Well, a city and a town…)

Hey all. I know I promised this update yesterday, but I just didn’t get around to it so I’m squeezing it in today between being in Malpas Church Infants this morning and SMASH this afternoon, and then between SMASH and choir this evening. I can’t really think of much to say after being at home last week doing nothing, so I have a feeling this might be a shorter update.

Half-term

We had our half-term in Newport this last week, a week after most of the UK including Aberystwyth, which meant I had very little to do and got to go home for a week which was great. Jen and I (never know what to do here – “me and Jen” seems wrong, but “Jen and I” feels a little posh – oh well!) celebrated our own Valentine’s day last Monday, and she gave me the new Snow Patrol CD which I had also gotten for her and for Dad (whose birthday was a couple of weeks ago) which I’m currently listening to writing this, and the film “Accepted” on DVD which is amazing – I really wanted to see it because the trailers looked great and I missed it at the cinema.

I also got the chance to see everyone again at Cell on Wednesday night when I dropped in for a bit to see everyone, which was fantastic – I love hearing from you guys on myspace and stuff so keep sending me stuff.

I was sent home for Half-term with two things left to do that week for St. Mary’s, a drama and the talk, which I gave, for the Yout h Time for Praise this Sunday.

Time for Praise

Sunday went really well. I decided to step back from playing guitar (Sarah led worship) to focus on the talk and just get the chance to worship from the back. I know some people like to maintain that they can worship just as well from the back as at the front but I will always be of the opinion that worshipping is always more about the back than the front and so ideally, we should be spending more time at the back than we do at the front. Playing every week it’s so easy to just burn out, which is something I really don’t want to do, so it was refreshing to be able to just worship, no strings attached. Also, I think it was John or Charles Wesley who said about his preaching, “God sets me on fire, and people come to watch me burn” so it’s always good to give God the chance to set you on fire before you speak.

So anyway (I think I’ve ranted a bit), it went really well. All of the other guys from 24-7 were fantastic as well. We had about 80 I think, which was the roughly the same as the 9:45 and the church is getting fuller and fuller week-by-week.

SMASH

At Smash today we were looking at Jesus raising Lazarus, and it went really well. We were maybe a little low on numbers but that’s probably because of it being the first day back from Half-term so they should pick up next week.

Youth Club (Trip)

Just realised I haven’t actually talked about the Youth Club Trip last weekend. It was amazing. We did loads of fun activities, played some football, basketball and hockey, and got to talk a fair amount too. The Amelia Trust Farm turned out to be quite nice, although the accomodation was a little basic. We had the whole of this lodge kindof place to ourselves with a common room, boys and girls dorms, leader’s rooms and a kitchen, with access to a slightly bigger meeting room in a different building.

At first it was a little bit difficult to get everyone involved in everything, but eventually over the weekend I think we managed to win people over. On the first night we played a lot of circle games and had a big game of Sardines around the farmyard, and took everyone out to explore the farm and into the woods so G could tell a scary story.

Saturday, we gave everyone a lot of free time during the day, but had a couple of sessions booked in the farm sports hall (sounds weird to right that – but actually the sports hall was top-notch) for the sportier guys… so I ended up doing a lot of running around. Then, in the evening, we went over to the meeting room and had a little evening meeting where we talked about the things that worry us, and Frieda talked a bit about Jesus saying “Do not worry” from the Sermon on the Mount. It was a really good evening, and everyone got involved and seemed to get a lot out of it.

We also did a midnight walk on Saturday night that I can’t remember much of at all except for having to pick frogs off the path so that people wouldn’t step on them.

Then Sunday morning I was whisked away back to Malpas, had a quick shower and then led worship at Time for Praise – which went really well as well. It was just a really good weekend all-in-all, even though with travelling back to Aber on Monday morning as well I was absolutely exhausted.

Well, thats about it, really. I was hoping to tell you I’d written a new song, but its not quite there yet. I get the feeling it might take a while, because I really want to get the lyrics exactly right because musically I think it sounds really good, so I want the lyrics to be up to scratch too. So, I might find something to do another update on sometime during the rest of this week, otherwise I’ll try and write alot more next Monday.

God bless,

J.

Time for Praise Talk – John 5:1-18

This is my talk from Time for Praise today. We had thought about recording it, but didn’t pull it off in the end so here are my notes for if anyone fancies reading over it. The passage is the Healing at the Pool from John 5:1-18.

I’ll be back to do a big update tomorrow when I get the chance.

Introduction

I am and always have been really competitive. Way back in primary school I had to be the best in my class academically and at sports as well. And even now if you put a ball in front of me or a tennis racket or a snooker cue I have to be the best. It takes a lot of willpower for me to carry on doing something, to keep doing my best, if I know that I have a disadvantage playing something or that the person I’m playing is better than me. It’s really bad!

That’s why I really feel for the man at the pool. Everyday he lies in wait for the pool to start bubbling, hoping that if it does he will be the first one in. But he’s slowed down because he can’t walk or run on his own, and as he tells Jesus, he has no friends or family to help him make it into the water first. So he lies there knowing pretty much that, unless there’s a miracle, he won’t ever be the first in as long as there are other men who are more fit than him around. And this goes on everyday for 38 years! 38 years! Can you think what you were doing 38 years ago? I would have been -20 years old, my Dad would have been in Primary School. It’s a long time to spend, sitting, waiting desperately, but knowing that unless there’s some major change, you will never quite win the race.

Think about how desperate this man must have been to be healed, to still be waiting hopefully after 38 years.

Then the lame man encounters Jesus – the real, living God and is changed forever. So as we quickly unpack this encounter with Jesus, what can we draw out that should affect the way we encounter Him now, in our lives?

1. The Point: Jesus is Lord

Here’s the first thing: Jesus is Lord. He has God’s power and he’s equal with God. We see really clearly that he has the power to heal.

We see in verses 3 and 4 what happens as Jesus begins to talk to the lame man:

When Jesus saw him lying there and learned that he had been in this condition for a long time, he asked him, “Do you want to get well?”
“Sir,” the invalid replied, “I have no one to help me into the pool when the water is stirred. While I am trying to get in, someone else goes down ahead of me.”
I don’t think Jesus is asking this man because he isn’t sure that he’s trying hard enough to win the race, the get into the pool quickly enough, to help himself. Jesus already knows how the man is going to reply – He already knows that this man has been determined, trying to get well for 38 years. I think he wants the paralyzed man to admit that he needs Jesus’ help. He wants him to admit that he can’t do it on his own – that he’s tried and failed for 38 years and knows that short of a miracle, he won’t ever make it.

We need to recognise that Jesus is God, and that we can’t do it without His help.

So, let’s look back to the passage. Jesus responds really simply to the lame man – he simply tells him to pick up his mat and walk. And he is healed. There are no magic words – no sparks of light, no heavenly choruses, no light shining down on Jesus’ face. All we’re told is that the man picked up his mat and walked. As simple as that, Jesus heals him. How awesome is it that our God doesn’t need huge sound effects or flashes of lightning to show how amazing he is – he doesn’t have to surround his miracles with smoke and pyrotechnics to show how good they are – it’s obvious. God is an awesome God who works in amazing ways! Jesus sees what the man needs, its right in front of Him, and responds to it by healing Him. And he can do the same for us today. Once we’ve admitted that we need Him that we want to live everyday of our lives His way and with His help, He will see our needs and respond to them.

2. Jesus responds to our needs

The healed man had an obvious major need in his life. It was really easy for Jesus to respond to the man’s need – even though it was such a big need – because Jesus is so amazing. If Jesus can respond to the needs of a man who had been lying, paralyzed, in the dust for 38 years, then surely he can respond to our needs as well. In verse 17, Jesus says: “My father is always at work to this very day, and I, too, am working.”

Sometimes, though, it can be hard to see what God is doing in our lives.

So what things can prevent us from noticing what God is doing? Sometimes we are focused on the wrong thing entirely. God calls us to make Him the Lord of our lives – to make Him our focus. It can be easy to get stuck on focusing on other things – being popular, our jobs, careers, sport, TV, even things that its really good to focus on like schoolwork and exams, our friends and families, even singing worship songs can stop us from seeing what God is doing if we’re focussed on them too hard. Imagine you’re life is like a car – Jesus needs to be in the driving seat, the most important place. There’s still room in the passenger seat, in the back and in the boot for everything else – but Jesus needs to be our main focus for us to see what he is doing in our lives and in the lives of those around us.

3. Results Matter – we change and we understand more about Jesus

Finally, as Jesus works in our lives, he wants us to change and he wants us to understand Him more through our experiences. Let’s look at verse 14 together. So after the man is healed, Jesus disappears before the man can even find out his name – but later at the temple, Jesus catches up with Him:

Later Jesus found him at the temple and said to him, “See, you are well again. Stop sinning or something worse may happen to you.”

Now, these might seem like pretty harsh words, but they are the truth. What use is it that the man has been healed if he doesn’t then look after his new life and his newly healed body? Jesus just wants the best for him. Would the healed man be any better off by being able to walk if he goes off and uses his body to do wrong things than if he hadn’t been healed at all and was still lying by the pool? Probably not.

When Jesus works in our lives, when we encounter him as we worship or when something amazing happens like a miraculous healing, what defines how amazing it was is what happens afterwards. If we learn nothing about God from it, and if our lives don’t change at all, then what signs are there at all that we’ve met with Jesus? We need to show to the world that God is working in our lives by letting our experiences of Him change us – and by learning more about Him, His personality and His love for us, through what has happened.

Conclusion

As we come to an end looking at this passage, let’s just take another look at the main things we can draw out of it. Here’s the point: Jesus is God – he’s God’s son, equal with Him, with the power to heal and the power to help us in our lives today. We need to let Him be Lord in our lives, so that he can respond to our needs and so that we can see Him working in us – then, as a result of Him working in our lives we need to change, change the way we live, the way the think and the way we talk.

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